Failure for life
Every day I live in a bigger disgrace. I feel like I try but I always seem to skip steps to everything without realizing it. I hate this kind of life. I don't know where I am going every day. I'm so not used to this routine and these educational conditions are just too much for me to bear, I never feel as if I'm in control of anything, and I feel as if I'm moving closer to failure every single day. If I miss anything, I start decelerating. I can't keep up with anything. This is beyond ridiculous. What a distorted brain I was given, since I cannot do one thing right, Fie, I was put damned on this soil from the start! Let my genes die out as there will be no hope for my offspring for survival. We need not pollute our planet with imbeciles like myself. To think I can actually do something. No, I equal nothingness. I'm messed up; and how do you fix a grotesque mind like mine? Oh to hell with me.
